As to who God really is I truly want to know, I really feel like having a good reason why ages had failed to explain how, maybe God is just a common word.
What make Him special? I asked myself, can’t we curse Him, and be sure of, at least no reaction?
Why for goodness’ sake I need to be good I can’t answer if such question finds it way to me, for billions upon billions were them that showed wickedness in it raw and yet are often respected and nothing made them pay for it.
Maybe the fact that God is powerful are wrong conclusion about Him, maybe stories and histories affirming His strength were just cooked, good and possibly crooked write ups of the long gone ages, perhaps the fact that Darwin was trying to explain about the non-spontaneous existence of the universe were just the simple truth my sagacity cannot rightly judge.
“If of a truth God exist then I should find explanation to my conditions” you possibly had asked. You had probably at a time said any of the above words, why it occurred the way it did was a mind freezing and peradventure a hurting question that had succeeded in displacing your opinions about God Why the wicked blossom and God has done nothing you really want answer(s).
But now listen, Hear and open wide your mind, the fact that what the Bible say about God isn’t applying for you doesn’t mean God is not who He is. Maybe you have tried to find how God is omnipotent especially with this your case and you can’t find answers yet, my word for you today is that you should never give-in to satan, God is always around and will help. You really wished His strengths were there, you stayed for so long for His promises but it seem never to show up, all you need to do is just remember His words in Habakkuk 2:3 which says
“the vision is yet for an appointed time and it hastens to the end [fulfillment]; it will not deceive or disappoint. Though it tarry, wait [earnestly] for it, because it will surely come; it will not be behindhand on its appointed day Though it may not look that now but still God is perfect in His ways and so He will ever be God every time _ Ade’iyanu